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Sebya

by Sebya

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Nathan Chandler Very good music!! A physical release would be fantastic!! ...Reminds me of Tram - Heavy Black Frame.
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1.
My head hurts I guess I miss you. I tried to get out and do something. I saw an old friend from school. We spoke of how our lives have changed. I am seeing you. I am in denial. I am seeing you. I am not who I should be. Oh
2.
I guess some could say I took my pain out in a good way. I guess some could say I took my pain out on myself. I can't help you if you don't want me there. I can't help you if you don't want me there. I screamed in my car driving away from you. I jabbed at my scars. You scream when you're drunk. Hide away from anyone. Let water fill your lungs then pull yourself up. I can't help you if you don't want me there. I can't help you if you don't want me there. I can't help myself when you get real close. My palms go sweaty, try to say words then choke.
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Sweet Cheeks 03:27
I don't know if you will talk to me again. I am starting to miss your pretty face and your sweet cheeks, and your sweet cheeks. I have wanted you. You remind me of chervil; soft and sweet, soft and sweet. You are on a plane to a colder country and I am in my room in a colder state. I miss you sweet cheeks. I miss you sweet cheeks. Ohh.
4.
They never let us know when we're together through winters cold. We fall apart after all these years physically. But I'll still hold you when the thunderstorms give you fright. Yesterday I stood on a crate to feed a possum in my backyard and I feel into the dirt and I broke my wrist. I will love you after I fade. I will hold you through the thunder nights.
5.
Goodbyes are always awkward. I close my eyes and avoid them. I hope you don't feel too offended. But sometimes you need to say goodbye to a friend after coffee, and you smile and pretend, I'll see you again. I'll see you again. I'll see you when you're dead. Because I'm so busy. I'm so busy. Like a bee. My head buzzes around. My head buzzes in town and you won't see me, wave and pretend, I'll see you again. I'll see you again tomorrow. Tomorrow.
6.
Then why would you look at me like that, like that. If you don't have any intention on moving on your thoughts. Make your dreams, reality. Why bother, onlooking. You see I, I have this problem. I don't have the strength anymore, to try to fight for what I want. I can't fight for who I want. I can't possess who I want. According to her I can't possess not anymore. Not anymore. Not anymore. You're not mine not anymore. You're not mine not anymore. You're not mine not anymore. You're not mine not anymore.

about

A record written and recorded to better understand myself.

Recorded while coming-of-age, Demetry sings of falling in and out of love, growing close and apart from friends, and learning how to deal with self deprecating thoughts. It's important to find beauty in what is painful and that is where this album sits. Somewhere between being perfect and broken.

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released April 9, 2021

Demetry Malahoff wrote, engineered, and mixed.
Sophie Tulloch played trombone on You're Not Mine and Thunder Nights.
Mikey Young mastered.

Written and recorded on stolen Turrbal and Jagera land. I wish to pay my respects to elders past, present, and emerging. Sovereignty was never ceded.

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Sebya Brisbane, Australia

He/him writing music on Turrbul, Jagera land.

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